Easter: Not an Easter Blog
April 24, 2011It’s Easter. I had planned on writing a blog for Good Friday with a follow-up blog for today. Yet again my work fell incomplete. It was not ready to be published, but the process over the last month has taught me a lot about my writing and about how I am thinking. I also know I have a couple of friends I can count on to edit and work with me on my writing. Motivation? We’ll see.
But none of that matters, really. Jesus has risen! I’ve had a lot of time to think and talk with God. I try to listen and I try to take each day as it comes. I have few plans for the future right now; I’m playing it by ear.
It seems, however, that God is really trying to push me somewhere. I am unsure where, though. There are times that I can just feel God saying: this is what I want for you…I just can’t see what that thing is. It’s an interesting feeling when it happens and I hope to figure that something out soon. But sometimes God has us wait just a little longer. Sometimes we aren’t listening well enough.
I am content and that gives me unrest. I am antsy and I wish I were stagnant.
God redeemed us to him, and I still make it so much about me.
